i think sometimes trauma survivors fall into this place where it’s very hard to believe that anything that happened to you was that bad. and the only proof you have that it was that bad is that you’re suffering. and so healing can be really scary and difficult because it means giving up the only tangible evidence you have that you were traumatized in the first place
Oh.
Been experiencing this lately.
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- Name: sadie
- Age: 18 years
- Location: uk
- Personality type: intp, chaotic good
hey :v I'm Sadie or Bucky and I'm 18, agender (woman leaning, aka it's complicated as fuck), and probably-lesbian. I'm still figuring things out re: my sexuality so bear with me!
my blog is mainly captain america, but some other fandoms do pop up. i love dogs, animals, and nature in general. I tend to talk a lot in my tags, oops
I have diagnosed BPD, PTSD, and I'm hypersexual. I sometimes post about these things, all triggers tagged for when necessary. If I miss something though please remind me, I'll tag it.
I'm spiritual fictionkin, my kintype is Bucky Barnes from Marvel and I talk about this aspect of my identity semi-often under kintag or kinfo. I tend to have Opinionsβ’ on things (mainly, anti abusive ships) so yeah! but feel free to say hi or something i love talking to people!